Friday, April 07, 2006
WARNING: EMO STUFF AHEAD.
Sports fest was disappointing. ): My 100m was terribly badbadbad and I didn't get even a bronze. ): Well I guess this disappointment is kind of my fault cause I was expecting a better run. Everything went wrong; the start, the middle and the finish. But then later I guess I got more determined and we got 1st for 4x100m relay (: (: (:
I actually learnt alot of stuff today. About people and and what they do.
Track is a selfish sport. And no one can deny that! I learnt that I'm just some over-ambitious idiot who
cannot face pressure. AT ALL. I learnt that I can't actually take defeat very easily. I'm so self-centered. ):
I learnt only today that someone who I treated as a very good buddy for a very long-time, does not in fact treat me the same way. I know I should be happy for her for winning a medal in 100m, but I dont know why I can't. Somehow I feel damn happy for the other two medallists, but not her. I guess it's because of how mean she was to me before the race, and then totally changing her attitude towards me after she won something. This is totally a
conditional friendship lor. And I don't want it. I totally wish I never got to become sec 2. In sec one all these unhappiness were non-existant. ):
I learnt that Jermaine and Irmelia are NOT superficial people. They are muchmuchmuch more than a bunch of crap-along friends. They are actually
true friends.
Yea so here are a few shoutouts:
Melia: Congrats for 100m! (: You did veryveryvery well i'm so proud of you (: And 4x100m turned out better than expected so yay. THE MULTI-RACIAL TEAM ROCKS. <3
Jermaine: I understand how you feel Jermaine so cheer up! We can improve one yea!
Chewmin, Weiling, Jane and Andrea: You guys were really nice so thanks (: And Chewmin let's do better than our shitty runs today! (:
Okay it's nat juniors tmr. I better go get some sleep now.
Posted at 9:28 PM
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